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Why do I get the feeling that people are going to be bitter for a while?

ANGER: [So my best friend feels that I'm not good enough, what's new? I dont think she ever has, honestly. I'm not sincere enough. I'm not thoughtful anymore. Yeah, that's why I spent the past hour and a half crying to my boyfriend about how miserable my life would be without her? Geez, I'm such a heartless person. I'm never there for her, where the hell was she? I'm so busy, we never talk. We're growing apart. It takes two to save a friendship sweetheart. I tried, you didnt notice. We never have sleep overs. Where was she on new years eve? Oh yeah, with Will. Who's been the one asking about them lately? Not her, unless asked. I changed. Wow, really? I never knew that people changed when they got older. I'm not going to always be that same little girl that I was. I'm growing up. Everyone's changed. It sucks, but it's called life.]

SYMPATHY: [Pat's dog died, I feel really bad. I always hate when my friend's pets die. I'm afraid that I've been a horrible person lately.]

EFF: [I hate being 16. I hate the way my friends act. I hate complaining, but I do. I hate how whenever I need to talk, Amber stays on the phone to Craig. I hate how she asks "Do you need to talk?" five times, and when answered yes, she continues to talk on the damn phone! I'd rather you just ignored me. She (not Ber) insulted the hell out of me. She said that she's not a part of my "new life" WHAT NEW LIFE?! I'm the same person I always was, just older and busier. I feel so blah, I want this to go away, soon. I'm sick of LiveJournal.]